Rockstar Mayhem Festival

yea never keep your feelings inside for a long time

I know I should do that. It's just I don't really have anyone to talk too. My boyfriend just gets annoyed by how emotional I am and my mom just ends up getting emotional herself. Besides I don't like showing emotion in front of people. I've always been that way.

your boyfriend should help you through anything id be disappointed if he didn't. i show alot of my happy emotions but when im mad or sad i usually keep it in until it gets bad.

He's a shady fuck. I don't even want to tell him how I feel anymore. But I think I've decided to let myself go cold and not feel anymore. I'm letting all emotions go. I'm sick of feeling and just getting hurt. I'm done now.

Just dont let the emotions get ahold of you to the point where u think your better off dead. Def not a good feeling to have. Take it from me i've felt like that a few times but the heartbreak your mom is gonna feel if something happens to you will be gut wretching. Just dont do anything stupid now. Im sure any of us here would help you out if we could.

if you need a music suggestion to listen to when your feeling upset, i usually listen to "Not Alone" by Red. everything will get better soon for you, i think all of us have been through stress like yours, or at least i know i have

What kenny said. We have all been through it and got through it and so will you

oh and "take it all away" by Red also. both amazing and powerful songs

That's actually the thought that's been driving me nuts for years. My mom has actual told me she was to kill herself too. So I think I can help give her a way out or something. I don't know. But you may not know it or see it but you guys are making me feel better just by talking to me. And I thank you for that very much. Also when I'm upset I usually listen to hurt by Johnny cash and or NIN. Or I listen to children of bodom angels don't kill, as of lately. Haha.

im on this board like 3 times a day lol im glad we could help. im here whenever